Wednesday, January 12, 2011

dun read if u dun like!

it's my blog ...
it's my world ...
i write everything what i want to write!
if u don't like ... so please don't read!!!

separated by the time

morning here and still night there...
and when the night comes to me,
u still enjoy the warmth of the sun
we never meet at the same time
we're in different places
we're separated by the time ...
but we used to have the same feeling
**missing each other in every single breath**

Go AbRoad!

My Name is Irene, i'll be 28 years old in few days later! am SINGLE!! hell yaa SINGLE!! and I am interested in exploring the world, but i know I'm not a rich girl with a lot of money to realise all my wishes. Okay ... forget about the money for a while! I do have a brain. I think I can use my brain to see my dreams come true. Money is something that has an important role in life, but it's not everything.

I know that I have a brain. I have the ability, and I'm sure I will be able to achieve my desires.
Starting with the scholarship, I have often spent time in front of my notebook screen looking for scholarships. I've purposely looked in Europe, because I've always wanted to set foot in Europe. I've applied for some scholarships, but haven't had any success yet!

But I'll never give up...until I get what I want! I'm sure that when we have the ability and willingness there is always a way.

Yeah am on my way to reach my dreams ...

p.s : thank much for u'r favor, baby boy ;)

Monday, January 10, 2011

a Reason for a Season

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

Tulisan dari si tante yang cantik ini memang benar-benar menyentil hati saya! Especially in the second paragraph...

Actually i always meet someone who far away from me ... and sometimes they left sweet memories! Now am realized that they came into my life for a season and they have taught me something new! They gave joy, happiness and spirit! And that's not only a dream but real! yesss REAL!!! but only a SEASON.
And as we know we are not only live in a SEASON, so don't stuck only in a season!

Jadi ...biarkan saja hidup ini mengalir seperti air yang mengalir dari hulu ke hilir, biarkan selalu ada kisah yang datang dan pergi! Karena memang begitulah hidup ini, tak ada yang abadi bukan???

Sunday, January 9, 2011

u take a part of me with u

***Cloudy Sunday

u're sitting alone at Soekarna Hatta Airport ... no one accompanied you!
i should be there but i can't...

we're just texting each other

me : Lemme know when u'll be boarding! wish u safe flight baby... *errr baby ahaha silly me!

you: Boarding now... thank for wishing me safe flight. x

me: see u next time (again) wish u safe and nice flight. Please lemme know when u get Durham!

you: will do! long time before i get home though. I have to spend the night in Doha. But i'll be in touch. I think a part of me will stay in Indonesia. x

me: and u take a part of me to Durham .. xx

Please don't say Goodbye!

without knowing it, we passed these 3 days together indeed leaving a beautiful impression. Chatting until late at night accompanied by coffee but no-cigarette smoke, singing dozens of songs together along through hundreds of meters on foot. Awesome! we have really had good time.

unfortunately, we got to split up as it should. Each meeting had always had a farewell in the end. the only thing made it different was how long a togetherness would last.
I know that everybody hated to say goodbye! but We had to ...

I should have spent the yesterday night beside you having a beautiful Saturday night like many other young couple in town, but I did not come ... yeah I couldn't come to spend the night with you, hug you tight, kiss you softly while whispering 'see u next time', and watch your back behind with your feet leaving me farther away.
So ... Please ... don't say goodbye!